The Writer's Inspiration

Mira smiled faintly. "No," he replied softly. "But I'm used to seeing you without any make up on, remember?" He reached out and touched the hair on Helaine's head. "You look good though," he said softly, pulling his hand back slightly.

"Would you prefer to stay here or come watch?" Gatcha asked (going to change the name whenever he's in chr). He had a cool expression but heat in his eyes.

"I-I'll come watch for a bit," Mira said, chewing his lip slightly. He was hesitant about the poses the photographers would put him in and with who. "Is that okay?"

"That's fine" Gatcha said and left the room, heading to where the photographs would be taken place. Infront of the white sheet was a bright red couch which he would pose on my himself.

Mira followed behind him a few feet and he stayed to the shadows, not wanting to get in the way and he watched in silence as Helaine posed in front of the cameras.

Gatcha posed so easily, his eyes were so sexy that the camerman eventually got an erection.

((I'm gonna keep with Helaine, cuz it's easier for me...))

Mira noticed and fought back his jealousy, bowing his head. He wasn't one to ask for loyalty, especially after what had happened earlier that day. If Helaine really wanted to sleep around with anyone, then he was more than welcome to. Mira wrapped his arms around himself for comfort and quietly headed back to Helaine's dressing room. He passed a few people that openly looked him over but he paid little attention to them and once in the dressing room, he curled up on the couch in the room, his back to the door and he hid his face in his arms as he let his tears spill from his eyes again. It wasn't much later after that that he fell asleep, absolutely drained from the day's events.

Once Gatcha finished with the pictures he headed back to the dressing room. He took off the wig immediately since it was hot. "Man that thing is hot" He grumbled, looking over at Mira and frowned. "Why are you crying?"

((Mira's asleep... lol he can't answer... ))

Helaine sighed and finished getting changed before picking up Mira, going back to the car that waited for them.

Mira mumbled quietly in his sleep, too exhausted to fully wake up and he curled up close to Helaine, breathing steadily and deeply and lightly clutching at the man in his sleep. Still, the occasional tear drifted down Mira's cheek as he slept. To Mira, that was nothing new. He knew he cried in his sleep; it happened nightly. He was used to that. He laid his head lightly against Helaine's shoulder, sleeping in what appeared to be a peaceful slumber.

The car took them to Helaine's place. He quietly took Mira into his apartment, placing him on the couch.

Mira frowned faintly but didn't wake and slept quietly, barely making a sound.

Helaine went for a shower and sat down beside Mira, wearing only a towel as he watched him.

Mira seemed to sense his presence and shifted to face him before he frowned again and slowly opened his eyes. He blinked slowly, not seeming to register his surrounds at first before he gasped and quickly sat up. "I-I'm sorry!" he said quickly. "I-I didn't mean to fall asleep, I'm sorry."

"That's fine, you had a hard day" Helaine said, standing up and took off the towel to use to dry his hair a bit.

Mira quickly looked away and closed his eyes. "I'm sorry," he whispered again, not knowing what else to say.

"It's okay" Helaine said, kneeling in front of Mira before kissing him.

Mira didn't return the kiss, not wanting to because he had thrown up earlier. He turned his head slightly. "D-do you have an extra toothbrush by any chance?" he whispered, hoping his question didn't insult Helaine.

"Right, I do" Helaine said and got up, going to the bathroom. He went into the cabinet and got out a tooth brush. "I keep extras in here. When they go on offer I tend up pick them up for a just in case"

Mira nodded. "Um, and, may I borrow some of your toothpaste?" he whispered quietly, keeping his head bowed.

"Borrow whatever you like. Toothpaste, toothbrush, mouthwash, clothes, anything" Helaine said and began to brush his long hair.

Mira nodded and went into the bathroom, brushing his teeth. He still felt bad, and responsible, for what had happened earlier and he was amazed that Helaine still wanted something to do with him after he had found out. He gently set the toothbrush aside once he finished with it and headed back out to the couch, sitting down on the edge of it.

Helaine sat on the couch as well, braiding his still damp hair into one braid.

Mira was quiet, hugging his knees to his chest. "Y-you don't hate me for what I did, do you?" he asked sadly, staring at the floor before him.